Starting is Easy. Continuing is Hard.

I am suffering inner turmoil. It is a battle of my mind and spirit. It is a battle over me. It is a battle for today. It is a battle for my future. It is real. It is ugly. 

An easy choice is to surrender. To give in to the thoughts of, “I’m not making a difference. No one cares. What does it matter?”

But I know how hard it is to start something. Now I am …